I will be damned...

This afternoon has just gone to shit! Five fucking minutes before the bell rang, I had a problem with my only female student. Long story short, she got mad about me not giving her cell phone back to her (because I needed to call Greg about it first since he left early) and she went ape shit and walked out. I got her back in the classroom just as the principal and a police officer came in after her. She starts fighting them, they had to handcuff her (which took FOREVER because she was fighting them). I was the only person she would reason with, so I had to escort her to the office and wait with her until her Mom came. I am the only person she trusts, and the only person who could keep her calm. My nerves are shot to SHIT!

Ok... here's the story on Jess. Jess and I have been friends since high school. We are more sisters than friends - she is closer to me than any of my family. And since she really doesn't have any family either - we are very close. She has four boys - ranging from 9 to 2. The weekend I left Clyde, I went to stay with her and her husband. This is when she told me she had been seeing another WOMAN for several months, and was leaving her husband. She left him back in March. Her girlfriend and I get along great, but she's CRAZY. Very insecure, totally emotional. See, Jess is like us - she's a guy! She is never emotional, doesn't like drama. So over the past couple of months this girlfriends has been doing some psycho shit and is totally possessive. She is jealous over Jess's husband or any other guy she talks to.

So, since Jess and her husband NEVER argued, Jess basically said fuck all this drama and broke it off with her last Tuesday. Jess is totally in love with this chick, but knows the relationship isn't healthy already. Well, the girlfriend won't let it go - you get the picture. So, since Jess insists that she is in love it's tearing her up. I have NEVER seen her so distraught over anything. She wasn't even this fucked up about leaving her husband (which she left because he will fuck anything that moves). So I am going to try to talk to her tonight, and spend some time with her so she won't be alone. She's ALWAYS there for me, so I have to be there for her.

Ok, Muscles is just an asshole. Which I already knew. I think he really likes me more than he wants to admit. Hell, I don't really know - don't care. But he's young (28) and spoiled and has no tact at all. But he's cute - and has a nice package - and there's something about his hateful ass that gets my blood pumping. But after I told his ass off last night, he texted me today and asked me if I would come over. And I know I probably will - since my kids will be at Jessica's anyway. I will comfort her, then I'll go get laid and come back and comfort her some more, lol. Hey, Jess will understand!

Libra is still around - he just works at night. I kinda feel like he's cooled off a little, but it could be my insecurity talking. He asked me out on Monday (his off day), and I was feeling pissy and turned him down. Honestly, I didn't feel like driving all the way the fuck out there! So, he told me yesterday that he's going home (to Memphis) on Sunday, but wanted to know if he could see me on Monday, which I agreed to. After all, my damned birthday is Tuesday! And he already told me it was going to be special...

I was going to take a picture of me in my dress, but since I had to tussle on the ground with the student until my hair was messed up and my boobs were falling out, I don't think so... The one damned day in the past two months I take the time to flat-iron my hair...

Oh, and the pizza party was good. I didn't eat any, then went over to my daughter's BBQ at her school. I brought my lunch salad along with me and ate that while I watched them play kick-ball. This afternoon before Greg left the class was STILL eating pizza, chips, Ding-Dongs, and Coca Cola. There was about 1 1/2 pizzas left, and I actually brought it home for my kids to have for dinner so it wouldn't go to waste. I don't even want that shit so it's not an issue. I was so fucking on edge, though, after I left this afternoon I could have binged BIG TIME! Could have - but didn't want to. I smoked a cig instead, lol. Where did those come from????? I don't smoke...